Friday, August 31, 2012

WEH ! MEMBE WT OPEN THE HOUSE !

I AM MISSING THEM , SO?
OPEN HOUSE !
Aku pakai baju free,tudung free, beg free, ap lg free ? haha
fully sponsored by my aunt, n guardian. haha
but , who cares , haha
weh , kawan yg sgt gile n best , aku ta henti gelak hari tu,
tataw nk wt ap selain gelak.
haha. abang black tu pn ad (haha) die nk g open house ,tp makan skt . 
Yang pnting , aku naik kete we g seremban . haha . tp yg drive alia , not me. haha. 
  



on the same day , aku lepak ngan dila n zati , haha , dorang raya rumah aku .malu yee !haha . my yayang lak men gn rabbit n my brother sister . love u . aku lak tangkap gamba smpai lupe diri . haha . aku nk kwn gn korag smpai jannah au.

sudi ta? sudi la. please ! 
aslamualaikum . blink !


Monday, August 13, 2012

I just dont know what to say ?

I always thought that my life and all my surrounding was normal ,
I always thought that others family was more normal than mine ,
I always thought that she or he is the most happy person and
they are the most luckiest person on earth ,
I always thought that other country that was poor and always lack of everything , would be a country that always having violence , cheating and crime
I always thought that my country is more batter than them.

I always interpret what i only see ,
but what i dont know is what i have never seen,
Now , i realize the meaning of this words
"dont judge a book by its cover"

I never realize that actually my surrounding was totally not normal,
until a foreigner come to me and open my eyes to see what's happening ,

Aku tahu , kehidupan aku bukan la normal sgt or bagus sgt ,
in fact , byk gile cacat dan cela ye ,
tapi , aku dah ta dpt tahan dgn apa yg da jadi gn masyarakat melayu sekarang ,
selalunye aku fikir , org kt sekeliling aku sme org yg beriman dan tahu baik buruk,
smpai aku rse masyarakat melayu ni bagus , penuh dgn kelembutan , peramah dan kalau bt slh pn just minor2 je . 
This is the big step for me to write in the blog , sblm ni aku ta pna post bnd2 yg utk mengkritik msyrkt or isu isu sensitif ,
bcos i thought bnd2 ni ta perlu , until aku da ta tahan nk simpan sendiri .
aku bukan la baik sgt utk kritik life org , tp aku sedar skarang sikap ta ENDAH dlm msyarakat kte da semakin teruk ,aku tau berdiam diri dan bt ta nmpak lg bagus than sikap tegur menegur , cos tnak pergaduhn berlaku , keharmonian sejagat perlu dijaga .

Ini termasuk sekali gn ego dan sikap segelintir msyrkt yg ta boleh terima kritikan .

so aku pon decide utk ambk langkah selamat , utk bt hal aku sendiri dan ta kacau hal org len , in disebabkan aku merasakan mereka okay dan takan melakukan hal2 yg memalukan or wt kesalahan besa ,
kite mmg la mst tanak trus fike org tu ad mslh ,
dan apa keslahan yg kite nmpak pada org tu , kite masih fikir positif ye .
tapi it is really not positive at all !
sebagai contoh kwsn kejiranan aku sekarang : 

  1. BELAKANG RUMAH AKU , kwasan rumah aku tiada penjaga keselamatan atau dikenali (pak guard) so , bdk2 skola area rumah aku sll tuka baju skola dorg kpd baju yg (menjolok mata, yg ta ptt dorg pakai pada usia begitu) , masa persekolahan mereka dihabiskan dgn keluar bersama rakan ,dorg ta boleh ke kelua waktu cuti skola ke , cm ta dk mse len je , wktu skola , skola la , wktu cuti ko nk lepak ke nk bjalan ke , keluar la ,boleh la . aku tau belakang rumah aku mmg port yg sng utk dorg merokok ke dan tuka baju sekolah, tapi ples tanak .
  2. BELAKANG RUMAH AKU LAGI , tempat utk bdk2 remaja , mak2 dara , bercumbuan dengan spare2 tayar dorg , kekasih dan penyarang jantung dorang . berpelok , berasmara tnpa ada rse malu , ok fine ! nk bercupid suka hati korang , knape ta bt kt rumah korg . klo bt kt rumah pn da tatw smpai tahap mn .subhanaAllah . aku sedih dgn remaja melayu sekarang . ( alamak siapa aku nk ckp cmn)
  3. ANAK JIRAN AKU , ada budak kecik ni , telah diambil sebagai anak angkat . die sungguh comel dan masih kecil. aku tengok budak ni bahagia dan normal je . tak dak mslh yg berlaku , smpai lah , aku dpt tahu dari pembantu rumah jiran aku ni , bdk tu ta diberi makan , walaupun die mash kecil dan ta beribu . aku cam WHAT ! WHY ! GILER KE ! bg makan pn roti biskut . kadang ta bg pon. mula , aku ta percaya , takan nk senang2 percaya cakap pembantu rumah ni an . tapi kalau da 3 pembantu rumah die ckp cmt . nk kte ap an , pebantu rumah die mmg sll gile bertuka2 , sbb ta bg gaji da lme da . aku sedih gile bile dgr masih ad org yg menganiaya anak yatim ni , yang ta boleh percaya , org di sekeliling aku juga .
  4. TERADISI , BOYFRIEND IS EVERYTHING . aku ta ksh kalau dorg nak bercium sblm masuk rumah selepas balik kerja atau keluar bersama . remaja , mmg camtu la an . tapi kalau da sampai tarik2 kaki boyfriend tu after break , mmg cm pelik la . mse break ,menangis,  menjerit , tarik2 kaki , baling2 barang dpn rumah aku ni , mmg pelik la . budak2 tgk , segan la an . aku cam . GILE LA WE . cool we , lek we . 
  5. TERADISI BAWAK MASUK LAKI DALAM RUMAH , kalau mak ayah ta dk kt rumah bwk laki msk rumah , mmm pandai2 la korang . tp jgn la smpai berzinar lak . dan jgn la smpai org len nmpak . ni kalo da selalu dan smpai aku nampak . takan ak nk bio je . dan nk pgl jakim , ta elok la aku sibuk hal org . smpai aku yg nek pening pike ap yg ptut aku bt . last2 aku terpaksa biar kan je la . benda ni mmg up to individu , tapi , budaya masyarakat melayu ta mcm tu . gadis molek cantek , pandai buat kerja rumah , pasti ada yg masuk meminang . (asl aku nk myibuk , life die , die wt slh , ta yah sibuk , tapi aku da ternampak , hati aku rse sedih doh)
  6. LASTLY , smpai sini je aku mampu nak cite , ap da jadi gn bangsa melayu skang . SEORANG ISTERI BERSAMA TERUNA , aku ta tahu nak cite cmn , aku terkejut sgt . speechless , tataw nk ckp cmn , seorang wanita yang mempunyai suami dan anak2 yg comel serta cantek dan kacak , bercium dan berpeluk2 didalam kereta dgn teruna yg merupakan jiran aku . aku juga mengenali wanita yg sudah berkahwin ini , kerana anak perempuannya itu merupakan senior aku di sekolah lama , anak perempuan ye ini ialah sama baya ngan teruna yang merupakan anak ikan die . aku cm (beristighfar byk kali , jdkan ikhtibar utk diri sndiri jga) . wanita ini setiap minggu akan memberi duet kpd anak teruna ni . berjumpa di dalam kereta dpan dapur aku . keluar , dan berpelukan . tunduk2 dan memakai cermin mata hitam supaya tiada siapa yg knl . tapi aku kenal ! wanita ini tinggal di sebelah taman rumah aku . aku cam , ta percaya , cos pelik ! tapi benar !

 
 Niat aku tulis article ini , bkn nak menjatuhkan maruah siapa2 , atau nak memburuk burukkan sesiapa2 , tapi aku nak sedarkan kpd masyarakat sekarang bahawa ramai insan di luar sana , yg masih memerlukan perhatian dan teguran .jangan anggap kwsn sekeliling kite ni normal . dan jangan lah kite menganggap mereka ni jahat atau penghuni neraka ke ap , tapi kita perlu lebih ambil perhatian tntg sekeliling kite . nasihat ni , aku tujkan kepada diri sendiri . sblm ni , aku sendiri ta nmpak , until ada org lua yg baru masuk bg tau aku . Jadikan ikhtbar tntang semua cerita yg aku kongsikan , jangan smapai kita terpengaruh dan lalai .mereka bkn jahat atau hina , cuma perlu bimbingan dan perlu di beri perhatian . mereka juga manusia dan , mesti rasa takut bile bt salah . cuma mereka sedikit lalai dan terbawa bawa .

saya nurul kamaliah gedik ingin memohon maaf sekiranya aku cam bajet atau terkasar bahasa , tataw nk buat ayat yang lebih manner and appopriate skt , cos aku tulis ni , terus dari hati lubuk yg suci . haha . maaf kalu ada yg tersinggung , niat cuma ingin memberi teladan dan contoh . 

-maafkan saya-

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Message in bottle

Yesterday i had finished reading this book. This book was famous during 1999 . I think ths book was written around 1994 which is the year i was born. Haha. I only wanted to say , ths book is totally has a sad ending. Haha, when u read this book, u want it to read it again. Love cannot be replace easily. LOL malchill .


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Friday, June 22, 2012

Totally Awesome Day !


Today topic memang sangat sgtlah panjang hingga meleret leret ,
fuh , nek juling mato aku menaip dan memikirkannya ,

my life totally awesome whenever i with them ,
i couldnt describe all about it bcos it will took the whole day or maybe the whole week ,
haha , but it is true , my life in SESERI is so much to tell ,
i would love to go back when i was with them again 
but of course i cant , 

After I get mara offer , i didnt go to UIA , bcos i'm dying to be a doctor ,
 And this how i drive to them ,
After almost all my friends have went to university ,matriks n college ,
I hope to find friends to go out , 
then i cant remembered how i can contact Siti Alia n Mimi ,
haha , it was totally hilarious , 
I cant beleive i had went out with them 3 times already ,
and all the day i spent with them was so so so so so FUN !
i'm so grateful i can meet them again and spend my time with them ,
When i was in SESERI , i'm not totally close with them but this days ,
i really and actually felt like they were like my bestie and BFF . HAHA !

Let me introduce them :
she is Siti Alia , her glamorous name is CT.A . haha ,i dont have her single picture ,
because die ni sgt sgt la pemalu tapi die ni sgt la funny gak even die ni nampak normal di luar, haha , she is si nice plus rajin . die belanja fruity2 la . ajak makan soto kat uma die , plus tumpang kan uma die , jd driver hebad aku . haha . she is so nice , rumah die mmg awesome , besa plus gile selesa . haha .
kucing die sgt la comel tp berak kt bilik die . haha . aku dgn hanya bertuala membantu die . OM ENGLISH ! haha , seksi tataw . haha . then ,
there is also one person  who is so awesome also :
her name is , Intan syamimi , but we only call her mimi , die ni sgtla tataw malu .
haha , ta dk la . die ni sgt la cheerful n sgt la fun utk buat operasi kecoh2 . Die wat moment ktorang bersama menjadi sgt la chill and awesome . she is so nice . mimi ni sgt celoteh , termasuklah aku , selalu buat ktorang nak tergelak . aku sgt suke gadoh gn die , to be truth , aku kadang sgaja wat die mara , cos ske gadoh gn die , haha . aku mmg berlain pendapat gn die , I still remembered mse ktorang watching korean drama yang tersangatlah sedih and sweet tapi lembap ! haha , aku ta dpt nafikan , cte tu sedap , just slow utk aku gn mimi utk memahami . haha , habis ktorang kutuk2 plus bahan cte tu . tapi aku sje je wt cmt supaya aku ta gantuk , sbb mse tgk tu aku mmg tgh ngantuk , sblm tgk pn , sbb aku tdo lmbt mlm tu bce novel . hhaha .

Then next , i want to show bedroom Alia and what we do during we were in her house :

here we can see , katil alia sangat la empuk dan best klo lending , seriously , aku da pna cbe tdo da pon . haha . mmg best . haha .


Time ni kitorang kt dlm kete honda city . haha . kereta alia , sepanjang aku kua gn dorag ni , mmg la ta men LRT , TEKSI or BAS . sme ye nek kete . haha . aku yg sebagai pelanggan setia rapid kl , rse cm cool skt dpt naik taraf , naik kereta full time , sblm ni pn aku nk kete but ta frequent cm kua gn dorg ni . haha .


bilik alia mmg luas , plus ad  tv . haha . alia juga sedang belaja menjual tudung . haha , sje nak cbe2 mnjual . aku juga telah membeli sehelai . haha . silalah beli , maybe one day alia boleh show off die py tudung2 kat blog . hehe . just a suggestion .

then move on dengan activity of the day !



this time i spend RM20 , just to enjoy a plate of small belognes. haha . the last time ever . haha .


we were at alamanda , we want to do some shopping , and watching movie , wayang BOHSIA 2 .
ohh noooo , aku ta pna tgk cte2 cmn kt wayang , bcos not so me . tp aku tgk je la . haha , cos mimi nak , aku pon layan je la bahasa2 pengkid ni . tp klaka gak cte tu , eh2 sgt klako ! cos zizan ad plus ad actor yg yg klaka . haha . tp not so good utk budak2 ! ( jgn la bg budak2 tgk . ok)

 I think this was the best part i with them . haha . best gile !
go swimming, rse cm nk pegi je lagi . haha . dorang sgt la fun , the pool actually really deep for people yg kaki pendek cm i ni . haha . yes , but ade tmpat yang for my height . haha . kitorg race la , men keja2 dlm kolam . haha . pool tu da cam ktorang puye . haha . gelak2 , hilai tawa kitorg paling kuat . smpai save guard kat situ , usha je . haha . lantak la . bukan aku sll ad kt stu. alia belanaj aku gn mimi masuk ni . haha . RM2 seorang. haha . i wish aku dpt pegi lagi . hahaha . amin .

NEXT THE MOST BEST DAMN PART !


wooohooooo ! anak din da lps dari kandang , haha .
msuk balik kandang , dush ! haha .
kitorg g UPM . haha . To see Fialaara sekalian dan SESERI also .
kitorg sgt excited , tp au rse org yg kt UPM lg excited kitorg nk dtg kt . haha

sebenaya , aku sgt jeles gn dorg ni , stat study , awesome class , awesome tmpt blaja . tmpat blaja dorgni mmg besa gile . kt dlm tu , jauh gile kitorg jalan , aku rse cm ... bpk lme lah , nak smpai dari asrama dorg hingga lah ke kelas dorg . haha . lme ! , dorg kne nek bas yg terhormat . haha .

mari teruskan !



I really love the scenery , klo korang nak tau kan , aku sgt jeles gn tempat dorg ni . pemandangan die , aku sbnaya ske kwsn dorg ni , awesome sgt , tenang gle , klo boleh , aku nak belaja tmpat yg byk pokok2 cmn. not like aku ta ske bandar . just terlalu sesak dan panas , aku ta ske . tp tak pek. aku terima je dimana aku blaja . :)







this moment was so hilarious , because , they were really so awesome , mimi wt mimik mke yg smpai abg yg ambk gamba ni tergelak .haha .






Ini semua rakan2 seperjuangan aku. aku akn sebut dari kiri , ct.a , sarah , ainun, wawa bieber (haha) wawa malik la (haha) , fara najwa(uhu bdk hot) , zati mohzan gedik , mimi (ggbesi) ,ita(ayu) . aku pendek . haha !


Mase nak pisah . kami merasakan , moment yang sgt terharu , aku sgt happy ble ad gak yg jaga besti aku ni yg manja , zati ! nsb bek ad ita and nizar . haha . hope die ly kental di sana , aku ingin mohon maaf kepada semua sekiranya aku ad TERSALAH KATA YANG TIDAK MEMAKSUDKAN MERENDAH ATAU MENGUTUK . semua sgt disayangi dan sgt aku hargai . muah muah . aku belanja dorg dunkin donut . haha . sgt bangga dpt belanja dorg . ini sme recommand dr mimi . thanks mimi . haha . aku akan ingat moment ni smpai ble . kenangan yg takan lupe . moment dimana hati yg terpisah dan disatukan kembali hanya apabila 3 perwirawati dtg . thanks sudi tgk ktorg visit korg.
I LOVE U ALL !. MUAH !HAHAHAHAHA!


-from kamaliah yang gedik kt uma-

Sunday, June 10, 2012

This is the path I choose !


keching .. keching .. 
today i'm smiling ,
yesterday i cried alone ,
but i always pray to smile everyday ,
I want to live with a positive mind and attitude !
haha , bile tgk tajuk an , budak ni nak cite msuk u mne ke ? 
alahai , tu pun nak cite ke , tak pek lah , bace je la ek . 
aku budak yang ta dk la rajin sgt nak baca buku au , 
tp still ad cita cita cm bdk2 lain au ,
sebagai selaku budak yang suka berangan plus suka tengok cermin ni , 
aku pernah bermimpi suatu masa dulu untuk dapatkan peluang ni.


 hanya alhamdulillah yang mampu aku ucapkan .cam ta percaya , mana ta ye , older post aku ada mengatakan aku kecewa dgn inteview mara , namun , aku masih bertuah dan berpeluang untuk mendapatkan ye , like dream come true .  walaupun aku masih lagi rse cam bermimpi , tapi aku sedar aku akan melangkah setapak , eh2 bkn setapak , sepuluh tapak utk cita cita aku untuk menjadi seorang doktor yang cemerlang dan berkemahiran tinggi untuk menyelamatkan nyawa manusia .
aku mendapat pinjaman mara untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke jordan dalam bidang medik ,
bunyi macam besar cm nk letupkan bunga api je . tapi aku masih terkejut dan terkesima sekejab , bermunajat , memikirkan apakah cabaran seterusnya yang akan aku tempuhi . aku tahu , akan ad lebih besar cabaran yang datang , lbh berat daripada life di seseri semasa di SPM dan lebih besa daripada gunung berapi ! haha , lebih pulak . 

pengajian aku memakan masa selama 7 tahun atau lbh . aku akan membuat persedian atau pre-medik dekat , UniKl MESTECH kajang , universiti ni dekat je dgn teratak nurul kamaliah atau dikenali sebagai (TERSEGAM INDAH RUMAH KU) . unikl ni merupakan rumah kedai yang mmpunyai 3 tingkat . dgr2 aku akan ditempatkan di sebuah rumah sewa . yang merupakan , stu bilik 2 orang dan 1 tandas . aku harap mcm itu lah. aku ta mengharap bayak . cukup kalau ad katil sebiji , almari baju sebuah , dan meja study secawan . da ckp utk aku . aslkan boleh belajar dgn selesa . amin !



 aku ta dk kawan rapat yang akan sme2 berjuang dgn aku kat sini . lagi sekali aku akn berhijrah sorang2 tanpa ada teman lama. tapi tak pk , aku tanak bnd tu mghalang . namun , aku kenal sorang je yang akan sme2 blaja di sini , iaitu yasmeen , die ni aku knl mse inteview sme2 group gn die . haha . ta myesal minta fb n cube rapat gan die , even mse tu cm rushing gle . hope dpt berkawan gn die disana . aku akan mendaftar disitu pada 22 julai .aku harap pada hari tu , semuanya berjalan dgn baik dan aku da ad smgat yg tnggi utk berjuang ! 
Allahuakbar ! haha , (ambk mood je)

slps menamat kan first year di sini , aku akan meneruskan perjuangan aku , dengan izin Allah SWT , aku akn proceed study aku ke JUST , Universiti Jordan of Science and Technology . 
amin . aku akan smbg study second year smpai 6 year . itu impian aku untuk menjejak kan kaki di bumi anbia , bumi di mana para nabi dan rasul serta ulama2 tinggal . aku berharap aku dapat belajar medik sambil menambah ilmu agama terutama ilmu tauhid di dalm diri sanubari ku yang kecil ini . hahahahah !korang mst pelik kte 7 tahun bljar , tp dgr cam 6 tahun . life kat u , 1 year include 2 semester , ta kira cuti sebulan lag . hehe , anggaran aku 7 years la aku blaja . 
Ini gambar university impian aku . insyaAllah aku akan menjejak kan kaki dan belajr di stu . amin .
 Perjuangan aku untuk mengejar cita cita murni jauh lagi . berbagai bagai halangan yang akan aku hadapi . tapi aku perlu kuat untuk berjuag . fighting .
aku sentiasa doa , Allah SWT untuk membantu aku dan rakan2 ku yang lain dalam mengejar cita2 kami untuk berjaya dan membantu orang yang dalam kesusahan , menolong keluarga dan negara dan paling penting beribadat untuk Allah SWT .
berceramah plak budak ni. aku masih tak sngka , budak suka berangan dan suka tgk cermin plus dlu kecik2 ske cakap sorang . dah lah banyak cakap ni . boleh dapat peluang macam ni  . hahahaha . tiada apa yang mustahil . percaya la , aku bukan datang dari budak yang top 10 ke or top5 ke , cume budak average je . aku hanya bersyukur dan akan sentiasa memotivasikan diri ini , untuk tidak pernah berputus asa .

aku sentiasa berpegang kepada kata kata ini ,
kita perlu kejar kecemerlangan untuk memantapkan kemahiran dalam bidang yg diceburi , bukan mngejar success ,
kerana success akan kejar kite apabila kite berjaya menjadi cemerlang .
cam terbelit je !

hahaha

ad lagi ,
bercintalah dengan buku ,
bertunanglah dengan ketekunan ,
berkahwinlah dengan kesungguhan,
berbulan madulah dengan kejayaan .

akhirulkalam, marilah kita mendokan kejayan masa depan yang cerah agar kita mampu menolong orang yang memerlukan disamping beribadat kepada Allah SWT !
 
next post i am thinking to talk about my mara and bnm inteview plus all about my life in seseri , my family and latest hangoutwith friends!
 
-kamaliahebadlasgtkan-
 

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Bank Negara Malaysia awards


Who can denied how fast time fly ?
I still cant believe I'm getting 18 this year ,
already pass SPM exam ,
I will went to university soon enough ,
I am not a smal brat ,
I'm not my parents little daughter ,
and not a kids anymore ,
i can get rhb card register as above 18 years old,
  thats mean without supervice from parents anymore ,
i need to be independet ( most importantly )

The perspective of the real world ,
we were hoping for brighter future ,
i am racing towards excellent ,
and i know success will race towards me,
in the outside ,
i'm look like a kids ,
small and short ,
like other teenangers , always seek for fun ,
yup thats me !
i love to play , having big laugh , talk much ,seek for any fun things to do
and rebel kids !
but , in business , i really am serious . haha

ok , cut all the nonsense ,
on 26 mei , i went to BNM awards for the staff kids who get excellent results in UPSR ,PMR , SPM and A level .
In UPSR , i'm not work so hard , i just love maths at that time ,
i work hard on the last minute.
same as PMR !
I still remember during fom2 and 3. i keep sleeping in class,
seriously , not seldom , but like almost everyday , i sleep in class until the teacher called me mina suke tido dalam kelas (kls A - spe je tdo) aku je!.
stress gile when i enter that class , every exam, mst no 20 above . then plg corot time trial , 33 something, u know what ! that time i have netball championship peringkat skola je . haha !
i love to study at home . totally ! but then , last minute again , i manage to get it .

then , in SPM , i've changed , i work hard from the first time i get started .
woaah ! alhamdulillah , i manage to get good results . not like (9a+) ,but , i'm happy with it . when i got it , I am totally , bersyukur ! grateful to Almighty Allah !

Then , this is the reward , I get this BNM reward three times already , but this time is the best ! , the arrangement and all are set perfectly ,
i like the new hall , new system and the food ! argh ! best2.
when i'm arrived , i dont know what to do.


.....

 

Then the ceremony begin , i met with the few students who get straight a's and get a+ and a. i started to ask them about their future plan . myfriend sit right next to me , get medicine (doing fast track) mara scholarship .then my left , she got BNM scholarship , woah ! awesome gle . then , besides the other right of me got Khazanah scholarship, i was like ...... awesome ye bdk2 ni . sme nk g overseas . peh ! aku ! hee , "sy uia , take dentist" . haha . aku rse cm kcil skit . tapi aku mash bangga dgn ap yg aku dpt .


there she was , she came 1 hour later , she was so simple and humble, Tan Sri Dr Zetti Akhtar . fuh !

kecil ye sy ! pendek ! haha .  i was student melayu yang wearing make up and begaya bagai . luek ! haha . ( muke ta malu )

 the food was really delicous , peh ! Dr Zetti makan sikit je , dah la desert die awesome gila .ni kali pertama rse cm btl2 makan , sblm ni , malu2 nak makan , sampai sate pn aku tibai , ta ksh pn baju kotor ke . haha !






This is my parents ! they help me a lot throughout my life ,
i know that i'm always do thing by myself , ( aku dari kecik ta dok uma sgt) , i like to stay at kg , my makcik house , and i went to taska as my parents dont have enough money to paid maid . and i always trevel . after UPSR , i study by my own , even when i was like slept every class . my mum dont know about it . haha . but , when i'm in seseri i told her the truth ! for me , sleeping in class is normal . thats why when , i arrived SESERI ,, other students cm , "ap ni , before this ta pna pn tdo kt kls , msk seseri tido lak ".

but i was like ....
bia btl dorg ni . skola lme ke skola seseri ke , aku tido gak .bhuahahahaha !

-end of kamaliahebad life-

Thursday, April 12, 2012

I will treasure all my day with all the people that i love


 romba ala garike !
pidikelik !
this is the sentence in tamil that i only know,
this days , my life getting more and more exciting ,
even when i have cold and flu , my life getting more interesting ,
I only left 8 days more towards the day i get resigned from guardian , i know when the moment come , my world will stop for awhile . then , the fun will come later .

this was the photo we took before we clock out from work after a long night shift , we were having fun and laughing about each others joke .
i know , my moment with them will soon be my history in my diary , but i'm sure i will miss them a lot .

if my face look really ugly until u want to throw out , i give u guys the permission to throw out , ( aku tau aku wat muke paling huduh , ta yah la nk kutok lbh2 ) fine ! , inande porengey ! . hehe , this month , i got new bos , and she was so serious about her work until all my steps in work i felt like being watching by her , i dont care much , because i will resigned soon enough , but i can feel the pressure that kak shai , kak miza , kak ila and malini felt . haha . i hope that they will suit easily with the new bos quickly .


To be truth ! ( aku sangat lapa sekarang ni )
weh ! nak makan weh , cmne nak tulis klo lapa ! adoyai !

In fine morning , while i was rolling2 over the bed , i heard my mum told me about my interview in this tuesday in bnm . It was the application about scholarship . i was really suprise until i thaugt i want to jump above the sky , screaming to people that i need help so badly , how on earth i would get that chance. i really not ready and prepare myself to that really serious and confidential interview . but , i know , i need to do it, no matter what , because my mum and my dad was really hoping me to further my study in overseas , i dont care much about study in overseas , but the thing is , medical course in this country was really tough and they only want 4 flat . that was really a hard thing to take .

so i get unpaid leave imediately , to prepare myself , so i get the preassure , so thats why i think i getting sick . i felt cold this days . arg !
the thing is , i get this interview because i was a daughter of bnm staff . and i dont have a- . but , i will compete with 19 people which have a lot a's than me , and more talented in speaking . but , i just think positive , and pray that i will gat the scholarship . but i dont expect more . i just think that Allah have set thing for us for our best .

I hope that i will not look like a stupid girl that dont know how to talk  . haha . insyaAllah tidak . OOH , my heart pounding so hard because i need to face the pressure of it . please Allah give the courage to improve and show my talent .
jajajaja ! i get emotional about this . weh , sedar diri balik weh !

8 April , i went shopping with izzati and aza . it was a pleasant day , i get to watch the movie i want . and it called the vow, the movie was so sweet , and i was like going to tore my heart when see the channing tatum , he was really handsome , and i thaught i was going to marry him . he was really a good husband in that movie . even when his wife doesnt remember him , he still hoping and love his wife until he need to divorce his wife . but the end they got married again . but , his wife doesnt remember the moment they were together before the accident .

I was really jealous when i saw the couple love each other so fucking crazy .
ooh , whatever ! , no no , hey ! just admit that u were disturb by their happiness , of course . yes2 , i really jealous . why i cant find my truly love yet ? nah ~

This is the part i love the most , we love the movie , then we go shopping , i bought a lot of things that i dying to buy it . it was fun , i bought , clothes , sunglasse , bracelet and  a lot more thing using my salary . haha , really having fun together with them . thanks girls for giving me a fun moment .


they were too beautiful to compare . haha , the one thing , they be my friend because of me , that i could not compare with anything .

ONE MORE THING , i dont like when people promissing to me to give their blog but the end they dont . because this blog have been like my diary , so if u guys read my diary , u should give yours to . TA ACI LA ! ADOIYAI !

ok thats all for me today ,
thank you for lending ur eyes and talent for reading my story . muah ! i love u bebeng !